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Music is my life,
Dance is my passion,
Continual search for knowledge...
Is my curse.

8:21 AM

Where to start...

Posted by Karen |

There's so much that I have to do and so much I want to hopefully do that I don't know where to start. Still don't know where everything is going to take me, and it never goes the direction I want it to anyways. Not very sure what's happening with dance next year... I'm starting to really dislike the school and the way it operates. Basically some people in one of my classes feel that we got shafted for the performance next weekend cos the other class basically gets to do their entire dance while ours has been cut in half. Apparently it was requested that the other class we're combining with do their entire dance because of how well they did this year. While I don't really care (wow that's so bad...) at the same time I kinda understand how they feel. It was poorly planned by the show organizers if you ask me. I've seen so much favouritism this year that it just sickens me. I don't have that kind of money to carelessly spend. $70 a month to go every week and do something that will only last 1 minute and a half... no thank you. I'm only showing up because I'm in another part of the show plus I don't want to put my instructor in a difficult position. I wonder if they see what they're doing and how wrong it is... I have so much more respect for the dancers I met in Korea now. They definitely do it for the love of dance. I mean I'm not saying there aren't people that do favouritisim and operate like they do here, but everyone I've met so far, no matter how well-known or good they are (a lot of them are known throughout Asia and internationally), would never shaft another dancer that way. They should have just either pulled us completely or make it fair. Now it just makes everyone in my group feel like crap and that we're not good enough, which is NOT true. And like usual, I don't want to hurt anyone and I don't want to make any enemies so I don't say anything that puts me on anyone's side.

I'm definitely very similar to Shuji. It was like watching myself... wow...

12:06 PM

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Posted by Karen |

I am so lost...

Posted by Karen |

Bored? ((Over 100 questions))
Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 283630 times on Bzoink
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
Birthplace ::: Edmonton
Age ::: 26
Age you act ::: Haha 20? That's the average age of people I hang around so I'm assuming so
Current location ::: Edmonton
Eye color ::: Brown
Hair color ::: Brown-ish Black
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: Lefty for the most part, but I can be ambidextrous if I forced myself to!
Zodiac sign? ::: Aries
Height? ::: Something like 5' 3" / 4" I just know I'm short XP
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::: Chinese-Canadian, Korean in my past life (according to some!)
Your hair ::: What about it? Changes all the time hehe
Your fears ::: Too many to list! Water, heights, lots of insects, being alone, etc.
Your perfect room ::: Ahhhh... that would a big room with a huge window, closets with frosted glass, built in sound system so I can listen to music, space for my instruments and a small little recording area, and mirrors so that I can dance all day ^^ In other words, a loft haha!
What you practically do in a day ::: Work?
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: I'm thinking that would have to be "like" but not in a valley-girl kinda way, and "he-ey"...
Phrases you overuse :::
Your first thought when you wake up ::: Must... get... up...
Your greatest accomplishment ::: Don't think I consider anything I've done a great accomplishment... the fact I'm even able to accomplish anything is a great accomplishment! XD
Something you want to do ::: Be part of an indie band and perform in front of crowds of people ^^
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: Either one will do if I'm actually drinking it
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: Do I have to choose? I guess Christina Aguilera...
Chocolate or vanilla ::: Vanilla
Adidas or Nike ::: Makes no difference to me, cos I don't buy neither one
Black or white ::: Depends...
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: Bills... coins are too bulky
Burgers or hot dogs ::: Hot Dogs
Egypt or France ::: Whoa that's tough... both!
Rock or rap ::: What's with these non-answerable questions? I like both
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: Heck no!
Cuss ::: At dire times =P
Sing well ::: Average
Sing in the shower ::: Yes
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: At times hehe
Believe in yourself ::: At times
Play an instrument ::: More than one
Want to go to college? ::: Graduated from uni already ^^
Want to get married? ::: Yes
Want to have children? ::: Yes
Get along with your parents ::: Yes
Get along with your siblings? ::: Yes
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: Nope
Drank alchohal ::: Nope
Smoke ::: Uh, look at Part 5
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: Ew no!
Been on stage ::: Does competition count?
Gone skinny dipping ::: Never done that in my life
Been dumped ::: Nope
Dyed your hair ::: Nope
Stolen anything ::: Heck no!
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: Stace hands down!
Loudest ::: Bon!! ^^
Most shy ::: I think I'm most shy out of all my friends
Blondest ::: Linds ma token white girl XD
Smartest ::: James
Kindest ::: Thali
Best personality ::: Everyone has great personalities ^^
Most talented ::: After this past Christmas, I'd have to say Ang
Best singer ::: Carman
Most ghetto ::: Shrina ma ghetto brown girl XD
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: Heather XP
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: Irish Ninja!! but I still love ya! hehe!
Funniest ::: Eddie
Best person for advice ::: Jenny
Dependable ::: Tae Youn
Trustworthy ::: Marie
Most likely to end up in jail ::: Can't think of anyone (thank goodness!)
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: Don't remember
Last nightmare ::: I think it was last week, but don't remember
Car ride ::: This morning with my mums ^^
Last time you cried ::: Last night
Last movie seen ::: Bolt I think...
Last movie rented ::: Whoa that was AGES ago
Last book read ::: Momo (still reading it ^^)
Last word said ::: Bye
Last curse word said ::: I think it was f***
Last time you laugh ::: I laugh all the time... most recent was yesterday
Last phone call ::: 2 days ago
Last CD played ::: Omg I'm always listening to mp3s... um... Kra
Last song you listened to ::: Last song that I remember listening to is Kizuna ^^
Last annoyance ::: Irish Ninja -___-;;;
Last IM ::: Linda
Last weird encounter ::: More like random encounter... in Korea hehe
Last person you hugged ::: Bon
Last person you yelled at ::: My brother?
Last time you wore a skirt ::: Omg... I think it was to my cousin's scholarship dinner
Sarcastic? ::: Huh?
Last time you fought with your parents ::: Saturday? Just a little disagreement, not really a fight ^^
Last time you wished upon a star ::: All the time
Played Truth or Dare ::: Junior High I think
Spent quality time alone ::: Don't think I ever have
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: Nope
Do you feel lonely ::: Yes
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: Who are you? LOL
Yo Momma ::: Uh...
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: No
What do you think of George Bush? ::: Could have handled some things better I think
How many languages do you speak? ::: Officially and fluently? 2
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: No I can type all day!
You've been totally Bzoink*d!
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